TORA datang lagi....

Salam semua :) ceewah.. ala2 ade peminat gitu.. sedar tak sedar (sebenarnya sedar) dah hampir DUA bulan blog ni sunyi.. dah ade member2 yg tanye perkembangan terkini.. heheh.. ok la.. stret to de point. so, majlis perkahwinan hari tu alhamdulillah.. berjalan dengan baik. walaupun pada siang harinya BLACKOUT!! huh. ape la sabah electricity ni.. x bagi chance langsung! T__T nasib bik menjelang petang tu da ada balik.. penat memang penat. terutama skali family husband yang baru sampai pd petang jumaatnya dan bertolak balik ke semananjung pada hari lusanya iaitu hari ahad. penat memang penat. awal pagi ahad harinya husband and family betolak balik ke semenanjung. :( so.. saya ditinggalkan menghabiskan cuti sekolah yang berbaki seminggu lagi. saya cume hantar sampai airport je. nak ikut pun xde gune jugak..sbb husband bertugas. xde cuti. kesimpulannya, husband & family datang weekend tuh semata2 nak kawen je.. alkisahnya.. apepun hepi sgt.. ramai jugak rombongan dari family husband. ade dekat 20 orang. siap sewa van lagi. hehe.. sy betul2 berterima kasih kepada family terutama parents n adik beradik. almaklum la.. adat kg sy ni konon2nye bakal pengantin xleh jlan jauh2 la... xleh kuar rumah la seminggu.. mcm2.. so da pening sgt sbb brg bnyk x beli, pesan je la kat ena ngn atik (adik yg keje kat kl). they all are very helpful and sgt laaaa bersabar dengan list barang yang mcm kalau binding boleh lawan tebal thesis phD. hahaha.. pastu nak angkut barang satu hal plak.. nasib baik la xde yg koma tersepit kat celah barang dalam perjalanan dr airport ke kg. tq girlsss... pastu xcukup pesan kt kl pesan plak kat adik yang praktikal kt kk. lia. pesan barang sikit2 je la. sbb die xde transport nk merayau carik barang. tp apepun semangat shopping adik2ku boleh dibanggekan. hahah.. kakak aku plak bab kat dapo n emergency banker. heheheh.. kalau rase2 xsempat nak g atm MINTAK aje ngn die.. trimassss....... ;) pastu herda plak selaku interior designer bersama atik ngn lia (makcik cleaner bersama cikin dan ela) yang sabar dengan karenahku tentang hiasan2.. tp mmg best sbb aku leh suh diorg wat ape2 pon.. diorg wat je.. hehehe.. n mak ngn bapak sy pun sgt aktif untuk persediaan2 akhir.. terima kasih diucapkan.. i love u all.. *muah* hanya Allah saja yang mampu membalas jasa semua yg membantu. terasa sgt diri disayangi T____T *terharu* .... husband pun skg da abis training kat labuan. so skg OJT kat labuan. alhamdulillah. dekat sket. :) majlis belah kuarga husband pun da selamat berlangsung 27 jun lepas. atas sebab-sebab yang memang xboleh nak elak langsung kecuali nak labur lagi 2k kat air asia, majlis dijalankan pd hr isnin. tp surprise!surprise! raainye org. in fact lg ramai drp mase wat kat kg i hr tu. huhu. alhamdulillah.. ni la untungnya tgk dlm komuniti yg peka kepada jiran2... :) yg belah sane pun sanding jugak. sonok.. tp keluhan same.. penat.. (nampak tak yg sy sgt la takut penat???) adik2 ipar2 pun sume sporting2.. alhamdulillah. ade org ckp dok kat umak mentua panas punggung.. tp sy rase hepi je ;) rase mcm dok umah sendiri. bukankan itu yg sepatutnya? :) majlis belah sane sy amek cuti seminggu..sbb husband pn cuti seminggu.. sempat la melencong ke cameroon highland. kebetula plak papa (parent angkat yg sangat prihatin) ade mesyuarat kat IPD cameroon so kitorg pun BERRRGABUNG.. mama, mc anie, adik ngn irfan pun ade same. so, papa bwk kami ke tmpt yg kalau sy ngn husband je mst x smpi ke tmpt tu.. iaitu kilang teh boh.. hehehe... i love the place sooo much :) and the fresh tea of course. sooo heavenly! mase majlis belah kelantan ni kuarga angkat i mmg banyak membantu. dr kl kitorg konvoi 3 bj kete g kuantan. so stay kat satu umah ala2 homestay. sgt selesa. ni pun mama yg carikkan. malmnye BBQ lagi. tahnks to mama ngn papa. kat kltn plak, mlm 1st tu stay kat umah papa kat machang. mlm tu mama bwk family i ke wakaf che yeh. haa... hambek korg. br tau le,as di lautan TUDUNG dan KAIN yg SUPER MURAH!!! bapak i yg jarang2 mau beli barang tu pun telah merembat beberapa item. mak aku plak da pening2.. ahahahah.. aku? aku surrender.. aku xleh tmpt2 crowded. pening. tp pening2 pun sempat rembat 2-3 bende. hehehe.. oleh sebab majis sy tu hari isnin, mama terpakse memontengkan adik selama 2 hari persekolahan :( sian adik.... lepas dr cameroon tuh ktrg ke kl plak. stay umah cik ngn mak lang. tujuan utama ke kl ialah nak tengok transformers T__T.. sangat berbaloi bangun pagi gosok gigi beratur pukul 9.30 pg utk tgk show kul 10.00 pagiu.. (mcm pantun) tghrnya azuar ngn mahirah ajak kami makan tengah hari di rumah mereka di balakong. so lepas bertarung dengan decepticons kami pun bergegas ke balakong. sedap2 plak hidangan pn mahirah tu.. dessert yag yummy you... hehe.. pastu malam tu plak.. che lah (jiran cik ngn mak lang) ajak kami makan malam kat rumah diorg. terasa mcm hari raya pun ade... alhamdulillah.. murah rezeki.. :) ... anda semua nampak tak.. pada ketika ini saya amat bersyukur kerana menyedari bhw sy sgt diberkati dengan kasih sayang org2 disekeliling sy. walaupun sy rs.. "apelah kebaikan aku da buat smpi rminye org syg aku" T___T walaupun ade bunyik2 perasan tapi itu sgt mengharukan.. oleh itu ini telah memotivasikan sy untuk menjadi org yg lebuh baik,, untuk agama, bangsa, negara, megeri, daerah, kampung dan keluarga. sekian p/s: hambek korg baca smpi kene masak megi sbb lapar bace entri yg panjang n tahpape ;)

countdown

at the very same time on the next saturday i'll be a mrs. i'm so anxious to wait for the big day. the big day is about everything for the past two years. the datings, the crisis, the arguing, the forgiving were all about getting to the big day. and the previous few monts were the most hectic mentally and physically to make sure that the big day event going out smoothly. i just pray for a smooth majlis. i just hope everyone will be happy for us and focusing on the main cause of the big day - tying a knot- maybe the next time i blog i'm not a miss jane anymore. am i prepared?

wedding preps update II

even though i always say that i dont want to think about the preps .. malas nak pikir and all.. but obviously my dreams didnt confirm that. past this week, all i colud dream about was anything related to the wedding. sigh. i dont even know what i've been stressed about. or am i in denial that i AM worrying about EVRYTHING. but my repression self-defence mechanism fails to ignore whatever i've been trying to avoid. i dont know about other brides-to-be. do they stressed out as much as i am? or am i just too loud about it? well.. accepting that this is how plain-jane is 'piloted', i feel like.. its ok to do this. whatever la. i hope tomorrow is the BIG day so that i dont have to go through another stressful days. btw, what is that i'm so stress about???

weddig preps update

frankly speaking, i dont know if everything i ready but all i know i did wht i could up to this very moment. and the invitation cards? fuh.. thank god they are ready. i still cant concentrate on the preps. school's haunting me. even though i have nothing much to do since this is exam week but still i cant shift my attention to the preps. but tomorro i'll try to make a final to-do list. owh.. i can feel my heart is beating faster.......

supernova

i went for the wedding package hunt this evening. gosh! now i can already feel the stress of planning a wedding. i'm not planning for a big and glamorous wedding... all i want is just a simple, nice wedding but surely a memorable one.. and of course, i stick to a tight budget. trying to spend as little as possible. i know it sounds difficult but believe that there is always a way. i had this 20-minutes convesation with my friend who is also a bride-to-be real soon. i wish her luck and bunch of happiness :) love you lynn.. thanks for helping me out. well, i asked her about her preps and believe me. i sound like i am going to marry sooner than her. hehe. the wedding packages are really confusing. its not that i dont understand the package. but i just soo clouded by the purpose to spend soo much money for a day event. remember. i am trying hard to stick on a tight budget. (tu la.. duit x cukup lagi.. sebok nak kawen ;p *wink*) to make it short. 1. i want a beautiful photo. 2. in order to capture a pretty shot, i must have pelamin yang cantik and a great photographer. sounds like a big investment :( 3. pelamin yang cantik surely cost a lot of money 4. a great photographer surely will cost you more :( these are my concern. i have no worries about the food since i'll held my wedding ceremony at kampung so food will be prepared by the sedara mara. to double my list, lynn added a few more on my list ;) 5. canopy? (i cant squeeze all my guests in the small house. dad doesnt agree a wedding at the any-hall.) 6. meja makan beradab? (since i hire no caterer, this is going to be a bit challenging.) urghh.. i need to nap for a while..