Thursday, April 17, 2008

three :)

i was tagged by lynn :) so, here it goes :) three names you go by: 1. Jini 2. Jenny 3. Jane three songs you love listening at the moment: 1. umbrella by rihanna 2. wont go home without you by maroon 5 3. sexy naughty bitchy me by tata young three things you are wearing right now: 1. pyjama 2. eye-glass 3. ring three things that happen this week: 1. got my very own first car :) 2. bought new cellphone 3. bayar saman :( three things you did last night: 1. marking monthly test script 2. watching the contender 3. sleep ;) three things you wish more people know about you: ~i pass this question~ three things you want in a relationship: 1. love 2. trust 3. respect three of your favorite things to do: 1. traveling 2. watching my favorite tv program 3. shopping three things you want badly at the moment: 1. very looong holiday 2. losing 2-3 kilos 3. world peace three favorite things: 1. my wrist watch 2. my car :) 3. my rubber stamp hehehehe ;) three things in your bag: 1. purse 2. cell phone 3. hand lotion three things must have for long journey: 1. cellphone (and charger) 2. reading material (novel/mag) 3. mentos+mineral water three pets you had/have: 1. no name - avery small turtle -had 2. puteh (the goldfish when i was in utm) -had ~thats all.. pity me ;)~ three things you ate today: 1. nasi lemak at school's canteen 2. papaya at home 3. fried rice at home three people you last talked to: 1. my dad 2. ena (my lil sis) 3. my syg three things you'll be doing tomorrow: 1. submit the daily lesson plan 2. submit the headcount hard copy to the coordinator 3. collect my eye-glass from the optometrist three places you want to go: 1. japan- dont know why, i always feel like i want to go there 2. any islands 3. SMS Tg Muhd Faris Petra three things you want to do before you die: 1. seek forgiveness from everyone 2. performing haj 3. and yes, get married to the person i love three things you are thinking rite now: 1. erm.. answers for this question 2. preparation for tomorrow's class 3. go to bed good nite :) ...

yay and no yay

i'm back! our gabungan won the 2nd place for the state level. my team : under 15 (girls) won the first place for the category. i'm so proud of them.. yay for us! :) my skin darkened due to the sunburn.. no yay for that :( i went shopping after the tournament.. i bought few new stuff for me.. yay for me :) i'm broke.. no yay at all :(( ok.. thats for yay and no yay. next week i'll be away. again. this time is for the whole 4 weeks (yay or no yay?? :/) i'll be attending some sort of training in service.. hopefully its a yay... :) but before leaving for the training, i have to complete all my tasks and prepare the mid-term exam paper.. no yay for that :( and i need to complete the head count for my subject, my class and the panitia.. super no-yay :(( jeng jeng jeng.... the best thing is... the next two week my syg will be flying crossing the ocean for me.. super yay!! :))) pray for my safe journey :) p/s : i miss my frens.. :( and of cos my syg :(( ...

Saturday, April 05, 2008

automaotive talk (?)

i have a productive day today.. :) woke up early and continued marking the exam papers, then went to workshop to get the car (my mom's) serviced. i went to a pretty old workshop to do the regular service and adjusting the alignment. i dont know if it was me who is unlucky for picking the wrong workshop or the stupid mechanic who attended to my car that makes the alignment prob even worse.. i noticed that the steering is too 'loose'? i dont know the automotive terms but what i experience is the steering steer too much when i make a u turn compared to before. and the whatever-connects-the steering-to-the-tire seems to lost its sensitivity to the steering when i drive. i went to the workshop again but it was closed.. -__- yes. today is Saturday and most of shops and premises here open only for half day. and tomorrow? nada.. so maybe i'll fix (get other mechanic to fix it for me of cos) after coming back form outstation. i'll be away for a week to babysit the softball team. whatever they think to choose me doing the job. i never played the game neither touch the ball or toll or whatever they use in the game. hope i cud freeze the moment when i was there.. only the good, sweet moment i hope :) ...

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

viva forever..

my day started with ok.. :) despite of my sore throat and sengau voice, i was in the high spirit to teach.. hehehe ;) got two classes today;three straight period each so i have 6 periods today.. and meeting at 1230. Boooring.... i'm in my brightest mood today since all good news is pouring down on me. at least for now la kan.. ;) my car loan is on the way.. ala.. smal smal car je.. small car=less debt. hehehehe.. kedekut? mesti la.. small car means small sum of monthly installment, low cost maintenance, cheap parts, low fuel consumption (hopefully la..).. pendek kate sume less, low, cheap la.. btw i got 2000 discount.. haa.. value for money what....? hehehehe.. ^,^ so, obviously im so excited waiting for my very own first car.. :) lalalala.. hurm.. since i'm in the good mood, let me sing for you.. ;)
Do you still remember How we used to be Feeling together, believe in whatever My love has said to me Both of us were dreamers Young love in the sun Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya We'd only just begun Hasta Manana, Always be mine [Chorus:] Viva forever, I'll be waiting Everlasting, like the sun Live forever, For the moment Ever searching for the one Yes I still remember, Every whispered word The touch of your skin, giving life from within Like a love song that I'd heard Slipping through our fingers, Like the sands of time Promises made, every memory saved Has reflections in my mind Hasta Manana, Always be mine [Chorus] Back where I belong now, Was it just a dream Feelings unfold, they will never be sold And the secret's safe with me Hasta Manana, Always be mine [Chorus x2]
hehehehe *wink* ...

Monday, March 31, 2008

my routine 1..

uhuk2.. its 0715 in the bright morning.. i woke up this morning coughing like endlessly.. my throat hurt.. and i felt the pressure right up to my cerebellum when i cough hard.. i slept at about 3 last night doing all prep for today class only to my another row of stupidity i forgot that today the form 5 students still have their EXCEL exam. shit. i should have done the prep for form 4 class instead!! urgh.. fortunately i'm wearing new tudung so i cant afford banging my head to the wall.. *sigh* and double fortunately i didnt scold the students for being 15 minutes late which is 37% of the period at the first sight of their confuse faces for being called into the lab.. err... malu jugak.. isk isk.. T______________T today i am wearing the new baju kurung and diamoned tudung i bought at konvo fest in UTM last week. i usually avoid pink but this one has thicker color. ade ke warne2 pekat.. ala.. sort of in between pink and purple.. i always know that im a simple person with simple taste. usually i dont have much trouble styling the tudung cos i usually use the 'klip tudung' (that's what i called). it is something that used to be sooo popular back in 80's or 90's which makcik2 or cikgu cikgi styled their tudung into butterfly-like clip them.. you can find it in clip or ring design. anyway.. that's how i usually style my tudung not the butterfly knot la, just the knot in front of my tudung je..... like ponytail. hehehe.. i feel comfortable that way despite of my sis complains that i look soooo out dated.. and my fren, aishah always 'encourages' me to pin my tudung on both side of my shoulder. she said i look 'nicer' that way (???) so she means....... -___- i do pin like that sometimes!! but i dont feel free to move efficiently. ceewahh.. eh.. why do i rant about my tudung aa? ermm.. oh yes.. today tudung is the new one. with 'diamond'. double ceewah.. hehehe.. i spent about 30 minutes adjusting the position on my shoulder so i dont look funny and i feel comfortable but still i dont feel comfortable. the glittering diamonds make my tudung feel heavy. i feel like they are pulling my head to all direction and then my face expands some more. T_____T i usually go for kerawang instead of diamond but i was so gatal tu buy the diamonded tudung. serves me right. haha.. next time, diamoned or not, i just clip them. easy and convenient. urgh.. my next class will be on 0950. hungry la.. kita minum dulu :)
******
i'm so %&*%&$!!! i dismissed the form 5 students earlier cos they have the EXCEL exam and i carelessly didnt realize that i am the teacher who should distribute the exams paper... (o_O) WHAT HAPPEN TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!! oh yes.. i got bad cough today. maybe i cough to hard that some of my synapse blocked by the mucus.. the the impulse from my memory box cant reach my brain cells.. hurm.. it must be that.. whatever... duh.. better to continue on my work..
***
i'm home. at last and i feel like my head is almost explode with anger. how cud they leave the kitchen in mess like that????!!! i'm so sensitive when it comes to kitchen. misplacing things is ok. acceptable. but NOT spilling flour, unwashed dishes, oily cabinet.. arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm sick of this! nobody at home so i have to do it all by myself. i'm not that lazy to clean the mess. but i hate it so much when i have to clean the mess for other. irresponsible! shit! i'm suppose to be much more relieve when i'm home and rest mentally since i'm so tired playing mental games at school but its the opposite. maybe next time i should stay longer at school so whoever cause the mess take responsibility to their own action. i'm really in a foul mood %@!$*@!@!!!%#@&*! ...

electromotive..

urgh.. i should be sleeping by now if not because of my own fault (or to be exact..my stupidity) i havent yet finished with tomorrow T&L material. darn! shit. i'm so hopeless. i cant even do my best in my own field. i know i can do it and i know very well that i can do mucho mucho better than what i did and am doing right now but i feel like 24hrs a day is NOT enough. no. no.. i'm not blaming the clock for loyally ticking the time and leaves the fools like me wishing the day to pass by and hoping there is a miracle somewhere after the 24th hour that the day is restarted. where do i did wrong? screw the grammar! yes. time management. discipline. urghhhh.. okay.. lets admit that i'm lacking of both. i list all my to-do but because im so 'later la' type of person, my workload piles up like gunung kinabalu. ok. enough. i'm wasting my time mumbling here. i'm not going to sleep until i'm satisfied with my own prep for tomorrow. ...

Thursday, April 17, 2008

three :)

i was tagged by lynn :) so, here it goes :) three names you go by: 1. Jini 2. Jenny 3. Jane three songs you love listening at the moment: 1. umbrella by rihanna 2. wont go home without you by maroon 5 3. sexy naughty bitchy me by tata young three things you are wearing right now: 1. pyjama 2. eye-glass 3. ring three things that happen this week: 1. got my very own first car :) 2. bought new cellphone 3. bayar saman :( three things you did last night: 1. marking monthly test script 2. watching the contender 3. sleep ;) three things you wish more people know about you: ~i pass this question~ three things you want in a relationship: 1. love 2. trust 3. respect three of your favorite things to do: 1. traveling 2. watching my favorite tv program 3. shopping three things you want badly at the moment: 1. very looong holiday 2. losing 2-3 kilos 3. world peace three favorite things: 1. my wrist watch 2. my car :) 3. my rubber stamp hehehehe ;) three things in your bag: 1. purse 2. cell phone 3. hand lotion three things must have for long journey: 1. cellphone (and charger) 2. reading material (novel/mag) 3. mentos+mineral water three pets you had/have: 1. no name - avery small turtle -had 2. puteh (the goldfish when i was in utm) -had ~thats all.. pity me ;)~ three things you ate today: 1. nasi lemak at school's canteen 2. papaya at home 3. fried rice at home three people you last talked to: 1. my dad 2. ena (my lil sis) 3. my syg three things you'll be doing tomorrow: 1. submit the daily lesson plan 2. submit the headcount hard copy to the coordinator 3. collect my eye-glass from the optometrist three places you want to go: 1. japan- dont know why, i always feel like i want to go there 2. any islands 3. SMS Tg Muhd Faris Petra three things you want to do before you die: 1. seek forgiveness from everyone 2. performing haj 3. and yes, get married to the person i love three things you are thinking rite now: 1. erm.. answers for this question 2. preparation for tomorrow's class 3. go to bed good nite :) ...

yay and no yay

i'm back! our gabungan won the 2nd place for the state level. my team : under 15 (girls) won the first place for the category. i'm so proud of them.. yay for us! :) my skin darkened due to the sunburn.. no yay for that :( i went shopping after the tournament.. i bought few new stuff for me.. yay for me :) i'm broke.. no yay at all :(( ok.. thats for yay and no yay. next week i'll be away. again. this time is for the whole 4 weeks (yay or no yay?? :/) i'll be attending some sort of training in service.. hopefully its a yay... :) but before leaving for the training, i have to complete all my tasks and prepare the mid-term exam paper.. no yay for that :( and i need to complete the head count for my subject, my class and the panitia.. super no-yay :(( jeng jeng jeng.... the best thing is... the next two week my syg will be flying crossing the ocean for me.. super yay!! :))) pray for my safe journey :) p/s : i miss my frens.. :( and of cos my syg :(( ...

Saturday, April 05, 2008

automaotive talk (?)

i have a productive day today.. :) woke up early and continued marking the exam papers, then went to workshop to get the car (my mom's) serviced. i went to a pretty old workshop to do the regular service and adjusting the alignment. i dont know if it was me who is unlucky for picking the wrong workshop or the stupid mechanic who attended to my car that makes the alignment prob even worse.. i noticed that the steering is too 'loose'? i dont know the automotive terms but what i experience is the steering steer too much when i make a u turn compared to before. and the whatever-connects-the steering-to-the-tire seems to lost its sensitivity to the steering when i drive. i went to the workshop again but it was closed.. -__- yes. today is Saturday and most of shops and premises here open only for half day. and tomorrow? nada.. so maybe i'll fix (get other mechanic to fix it for me of cos) after coming back form outstation. i'll be away for a week to babysit the softball team. whatever they think to choose me doing the job. i never played the game neither touch the ball or toll or whatever they use in the game. hope i cud freeze the moment when i was there.. only the good, sweet moment i hope :) ...

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

viva forever..

my day started with ok.. :) despite of my sore throat and sengau voice, i was in the high spirit to teach.. hehehe ;) got two classes today;three straight period each so i have 6 periods today.. and meeting at 1230. Boooring.... i'm in my brightest mood today since all good news is pouring down on me. at least for now la kan.. ;) my car loan is on the way.. ala.. smal smal car je.. small car=less debt. hehehehe.. kedekut? mesti la.. small car means small sum of monthly installment, low cost maintenance, cheap parts, low fuel consumption (hopefully la..).. pendek kate sume less, low, cheap la.. btw i got 2000 discount.. haa.. value for money what....? hehehehe.. ^,^ so, obviously im so excited waiting for my very own first car.. :) lalalala.. hurm.. since i'm in the good mood, let me sing for you.. ;)
Do you still remember How we used to be Feeling together, believe in whatever My love has said to me Both of us were dreamers Young love in the sun Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya We'd only just begun Hasta Manana, Always be mine [Chorus:] Viva forever, I'll be waiting Everlasting, like the sun Live forever, For the moment Ever searching for the one Yes I still remember, Every whispered word The touch of your skin, giving life from within Like a love song that I'd heard Slipping through our fingers, Like the sands of time Promises made, every memory saved Has reflections in my mind Hasta Manana, Always be mine [Chorus] Back where I belong now, Was it just a dream Feelings unfold, they will never be sold And the secret's safe with me Hasta Manana, Always be mine [Chorus x2]
hehehehe *wink* ...

Monday, March 31, 2008

my routine 1..

uhuk2.. its 0715 in the bright morning.. i woke up this morning coughing like endlessly.. my throat hurt.. and i felt the pressure right up to my cerebellum when i cough hard.. i slept at about 3 last night doing all prep for today class only to my another row of stupidity i forgot that today the form 5 students still have their EXCEL exam. shit. i should have done the prep for form 4 class instead!! urgh.. fortunately i'm wearing new tudung so i cant afford banging my head to the wall.. *sigh* and double fortunately i didnt scold the students for being 15 minutes late which is 37% of the period at the first sight of their confuse faces for being called into the lab.. err... malu jugak.. isk isk.. T______________T today i am wearing the new baju kurung and diamoned tudung i bought at konvo fest in UTM last week. i usually avoid pink but this one has thicker color. ade ke warne2 pekat.. ala.. sort of in between pink and purple.. i always know that im a simple person with simple taste. usually i dont have much trouble styling the tudung cos i usually use the 'klip tudung' (that's what i called). it is something that used to be sooo popular back in 80's or 90's which makcik2 or cikgu cikgi styled their tudung into butterfly-like clip them.. you can find it in clip or ring design. anyway.. that's how i usually style my tudung not the butterfly knot la, just the knot in front of my tudung je..... like ponytail. hehehe.. i feel comfortable that way despite of my sis complains that i look soooo out dated.. and my fren, aishah always 'encourages' me to pin my tudung on both side of my shoulder. she said i look 'nicer' that way (???) so she means....... -___- i do pin like that sometimes!! but i dont feel free to move efficiently. ceewahh.. eh.. why do i rant about my tudung aa? ermm.. oh yes.. today tudung is the new one. with 'diamond'. double ceewah.. hehehe.. i spent about 30 minutes adjusting the position on my shoulder so i dont look funny and i feel comfortable but still i dont feel comfortable. the glittering diamonds make my tudung feel heavy. i feel like they are pulling my head to all direction and then my face expands some more. T_____T i usually go for kerawang instead of diamond but i was so gatal tu buy the diamonded tudung. serves me right. haha.. next time, diamoned or not, i just clip them. easy and convenient. urgh.. my next class will be on 0950. hungry la.. kita minum dulu :)
******
i'm so %&*%&$!!! i dismissed the form 5 students earlier cos they have the EXCEL exam and i carelessly didnt realize that i am the teacher who should distribute the exams paper... (o_O) WHAT HAPPEN TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!! oh yes.. i got bad cough today. maybe i cough to hard that some of my synapse blocked by the mucus.. the the impulse from my memory box cant reach my brain cells.. hurm.. it must be that.. whatever... duh.. better to continue on my work..
***
i'm home. at last and i feel like my head is almost explode with anger. how cud they leave the kitchen in mess like that????!!! i'm so sensitive when it comes to kitchen. misplacing things is ok. acceptable. but NOT spilling flour, unwashed dishes, oily cabinet.. arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm sick of this! nobody at home so i have to do it all by myself. i'm not that lazy to clean the mess. but i hate it so much when i have to clean the mess for other. irresponsible! shit! i'm suppose to be much more relieve when i'm home and rest mentally since i'm so tired playing mental games at school but its the opposite. maybe next time i should stay longer at school so whoever cause the mess take responsibility to their own action. i'm really in a foul mood %@!$*@!@!!!%#@&*! ...

electromotive..

urgh.. i should be sleeping by now if not because of my own fault (or to be exact..my stupidity) i havent yet finished with tomorrow T&L material. darn! shit. i'm so hopeless. i cant even do my best in my own field. i know i can do it and i know very well that i can do mucho mucho better than what i did and am doing right now but i feel like 24hrs a day is NOT enough. no. no.. i'm not blaming the clock for loyally ticking the time and leaves the fools like me wishing the day to pass by and hoping there is a miracle somewhere after the 24th hour that the day is restarted. where do i did wrong? screw the grammar! yes. time management. discipline. urghhhh.. okay.. lets admit that i'm lacking of both. i list all my to-do but because im so 'later la' type of person, my workload piles up like gunung kinabalu. ok. enough. i'm wasting my time mumbling here. i'm not going to sleep until i'm satisfied with my own prep for tomorrow. ...