.training blues.

i'm not in the brightest mood i guess.. going to school this morning was sooo torturing.. :( i hate when i am being super-duper lazy bum) luckily now is the mid year exam so i guess its ok to be a little slow.. oh weekend.. please come quickly.. luckily next week is the mid year break. Yessss!! hurm.. i know many of us (my freinds and i) are counting days to a big (and medium? hehe) day in our life :) i'm so happy to know that few friends of mine are going to be someone else's wife or husband (its an or because you cant be the wife and the husband at the same time, kan) hahaha.. Lame joke -_-) it feels like its only yesterday when we sat on our beds.. laughing at one another's jokes and share juicy gossip and latest song by spice girls or N'SYNC(is that correct?).. it feels like its only yesterday when we were scolded by the warden for making noise after the lights-off.. it feels like its only yesterday when we (the set girls ;) ) had "war" with the boys.. and crying our eyes out for the names they called us.. it feels like its only yesterday that the kemeja petak2 was so the 'in' fahsiaon that almost everyone has one.. it feels like its only yesterday that we went to the dining hall together.. it feels like yesterday that we bought kepok leko at kak zae's canteen and making jokes on abe pa (how sweet naughty girls we are..) hurm.. i hate to recall all these memories cos it really bring tears to my eyes.. but to forget it is never.. oh.. i'm being sooo sensitive.. cud it be the PMS? i dont know.. i miss my syg.. :( ...

on training site

This is the third week of my kdp bestari training in IPGM Kent, Tuaran Campus. Definitely i gain more in term of knowledge and yesss... i gain more on my weight too.. T__________________T i cant blame myself since we are provided with 'quite' good food, even though the food wasnt very pleasent enough for the first week but after mr santana (our coordinator) submitted comments to the makciks and abangs cafe, thing (i mean food) is getting better and better and there goes my weight. hahahaha.. whatever. -_-- okay. bout the training. I learned a lot. I've stated that. It's all about how to be smart and bring the smart school concept into out humble not-so-smart school. i was amazed and still amazed to the how-much-i-dont-know about the smart school. Towards the end of the 2nd week, i can boast about web copier, flash catcher and all stuff that i never realize the existence. Poor me. Am i that not-so-smart sounds more polite than stupid, isn't it?? next week is the final week and we have to complete the 1 month package that we will bring into our T&L when we get back to our adorable school :) i miss m students and the noise.. *sigh.. woupss.. its 1223.. time for lunch.. ngeh ngeh ngeh.. i wonder whats for lunch.. hehe.. ...

three :)

i was tagged by lynn :) so, here it goes :) three names you go by: 1. Jini 2. Jenny 3. Jane three songs you love listening at the moment: 1. umbrella by rihanna 2. wont go home without you by maroon 5 3. sexy naughty bitchy me by tata young three things you are wearing right now: 1. pyjama 2. eye-glass 3. ring three things that happen this week: 1. got my very own first car :) 2. bought new cellphone 3. bayar saman :( three things you did last night: 1. marking monthly test script 2. watching the contender 3. sleep ;) three things you wish more people know about you: ~i pass this question~ three things you want in a relationship: 1. love 2. trust 3. respect three of your favorite things to do: 1. traveling 2. watching my favorite tv program 3. shopping three things you want badly at the moment: 1. very looong holiday 2. losing 2-3 kilos 3. world peace three favorite things: 1. my wrist watch 2. my car :) 3. my rubber stamp hehehehe ;) three things in your bag: 1. purse 2. cell phone 3. hand lotion three things must have for long journey: 1. cellphone (and charger) 2. reading material (novel/mag) 3. mentos+mineral water three pets you had/have: 1. no name - avery small turtle -had 2. puteh (the goldfish when i was in utm) -had ~thats all.. pity me ;)~ three things you ate today: 1. nasi lemak at school's canteen 2. papaya at home 3. fried rice at home three people you last talked to: 1. my dad 2. ena (my lil sis) 3. my syg three things you'll be doing tomorrow: 1. submit the daily lesson plan 2. submit the headcount hard copy to the coordinator 3. collect my eye-glass from the optometrist three places you want to go: 1. japan- dont know why, i always feel like i want to go there 2. any islands 3. SMS Tg Muhd Faris Petra three things you want to do before you die: 1. seek forgiveness from everyone 2. performing haj 3. and yes, get married to the person i love three things you are thinking rite now: 1. erm.. answers for this question 2. preparation for tomorrow's class 3. go to bed good nite :) ...

yay and no yay

i'm back! our gabungan won the 2nd place for the state level. my team : under 15 (girls) won the first place for the category. i'm so proud of them.. yay for us! :) my skin darkened due to the sunburn.. no yay for that :( i went shopping after the tournament.. i bought few new stuff for me.. yay for me :) i'm broke.. no yay at all :(( ok.. thats for yay and no yay. next week i'll be away. again. this time is for the whole 4 weeks (yay or no yay?? :/) i'll be attending some sort of training in service.. hopefully its a yay... :) but before leaving for the training, i have to complete all my tasks and prepare the mid-term exam paper.. no yay for that :( and i need to complete the head count for my subject, my class and the panitia.. super no-yay :(( jeng jeng jeng.... the best thing is... the next two week my syg will be flying crossing the ocean for me.. super yay!! :))) pray for my safe journey :) p/s : i miss my frens.. :( and of cos my syg :(( ...

automaotive talk (?)

i have a productive day today.. :) woke up early and continued marking the exam papers, then went to workshop to get the car (my mom's) serviced. i went to a pretty old workshop to do the regular service and adjusting the alignment. i dont know if it was me who is unlucky for picking the wrong workshop or the stupid mechanic who attended to my car that makes the alignment prob even worse.. i noticed that the steering is too 'loose'? i dont know the automotive terms but what i experience is the steering steer too much when i make a u turn compared to before. and the whatever-connects-the steering-to-the-tire seems to lost its sensitivity to the steering when i drive. i went to the workshop again but it was closed.. -__- yes. today is Saturday and most of shops and premises here open only for half day. and tomorrow? nada.. so maybe i'll fix (get other mechanic to fix it for me of cos) after coming back form outstation. i'll be away for a week to babysit the softball team. whatever they think to choose me doing the job. i never played the game neither touch the ball or toll or whatever they use in the game. hope i cud freeze the moment when i was there.. only the good, sweet moment i hope :) ...

viva forever..

my day started with ok.. :) despite of my sore throat and sengau voice, i was in the high spirit to teach.. hehehe ;) got two classes today;three straight period each so i have 6 periods today.. and meeting at 1230. Boooring.... i'm in my brightest mood today since all good news is pouring down on me. at least for now la kan.. ;) my car loan is on the way.. ala.. smal smal car je.. small car=less debt. hehehehe.. kedekut? mesti la.. small car means small sum of monthly installment, low cost maintenance, cheap parts, low fuel consumption (hopefully la..).. pendek kate sume less, low, cheap la.. btw i got 2000 discount.. haa.. value for money what....? hehehehe.. ^,^ so, obviously im so excited waiting for my very own first car.. :) lalalala.. hurm.. since i'm in the good mood, let me sing for you.. ;)

Do you still remember How we used to be Feeling together, believe in whatever My love has said to me Both of us were dreamers Young love in the sun Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya We'd only just begun Hasta Manana, Always be mine [Chorus:] Viva forever, I'll be waiting Everlasting, like the sun Live forever, For the moment Ever searching for the one Yes I still remember, Every whispered word The touch of your skin, giving life from within Like a love song that I'd heard Slipping through our fingers, Like the sands of time Promises made, every memory saved Has reflections in my mind Hasta Manana, Always be mine [Chorus] Back where I belong now, Was it just a dream Feelings unfold, they will never be sold And the secret's safe with me Hasta Manana, Always be mine [Chorus x2]

hehehehe *wink* ...