Saturday, May 30, 2009

countdown

at the very same time on the next saturday i'll be a mrs. i'm so anxious to wait for the big day. the big day is about everything for the past two years. the datings, the crisis, the arguing, the forgiving were all about getting to the big day. and the previous few monts were the most hectic mentally and physically to make sure that the big day event going out smoothly. i just pray for a smooth majlis. i just hope everyone will be happy for us and focusing on the main cause of the big day - tying a knot- maybe the next time i blog i'm not a miss jane anymore. am i prepared?

Thursday, May 28, 2009

summons...

sigh.. i've always been very careful when it comes to parking my lil comot. i'm always the one who cannot stand drivers with bad on-road habit. i can never ever admit that it was my fault. i was in KK last 2 weeks with my mom and we went to shopping at Segama for some bridal stuff. I saw an empty parking spot in thr middle of a parking-hunting-battle. i checked for a NO PARKING sign and none is around. So, noticing there was a fading yellowish line, i was convinced that that was a legal parking spot. after spending about 2 hours in the bridal shop, we walked towards the car and we were welcomed by a waving summon ticket slipped under the wiper. urghhh... luckily i was so tried that i couldnt even think about saying something. i just folded the ticket into two and put it in the dashboard and drove home. i forgot about the ticket. until last week, a notice was posted to me here in kudat and i started to panic. they didnt state the amount. what if the very accidental mistake cost me the maximum compound of 300? i was about to write a letter to the IPD that issued the ticket when an idea came to me to checked the summon online. luckily the compound was only rm30 and i just pay the amount. there. finished. urgh. i hate it when i have to deal with remeh temeh stuff like this. sooo irritating. eventhough it's only rm30, but i pay for something not worth it when i could havee get 3 tickets for movie :( grrrrr....

Monday, May 25, 2009

wedding preps update II

even though i always say that i dont want to think about the preps .. malas nak pikir and all.. but obviously my dreams didnt confirm that. past this week, all i colud dream about was anything related to the wedding. sigh. i dont even know what i've been stressed about. or am i in denial that i AM worrying about EVRYTHING. but my repression self-defence mechanism fails to ignore whatever i've been trying to avoid. i dont know about other brides-to-be. do they stressed out as much as i am? or am i just too loud about it? well.. accepting that this is how plain-jane is 'piloted', i feel like.. its ok to do this. whatever la. i hope tomorrow is the BIG day so that i dont have to go through another stressful days. btw, what is that i'm so stress about???

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

weddig preps update

frankly speaking, i dont know if everything i ready but all i know i did wht i could up to this very moment. and the invitation cards? fuh.. thank god they are ready. i still cant concentrate on the preps. school's haunting me. even though i have nothing much to do since this is exam week but still i cant shift my attention to the preps. but tomorro i'll try to make a final to-do list. owh.. i can feel my heart is beating faster.......

Monday, May 18, 2009

happy teachers' day

been quite busy lately.. last 2 weeks i went to another round of meeting and briefing about the PPSMI and the day after went to the police cadet camping at kota belud. it was sooooooo bl***y hot and humid. i have no idea why campings nowadays are held in the less forestry area? where's the fun? as a reward.. i got the 'unwanted' tan skin. urgh.. just thank god that my sun burnt allergy that i used to have during my uni years didnt come out. Or else i'll be treating myself with days of MCs. this is just a simple update.. school is starting the mud year exam. which means more on marking exams papers.. fuh.. on the other note.. i'm not sure about the wedding preps. the cards havent been distibuted YET. end of this week perhaps. the wedding will be in less then 3 weeks! and yes... i feel the tense. sometimes i just activate my ignorance mode. *sigh*

Saturday, May 30, 2009

countdown

at the very same time on the next saturday i'll be a mrs. i'm so anxious to wait for the big day. the big day is about everything for the past two years. the datings, the crisis, the arguing, the forgiving were all about getting to the big day. and the previous few monts were the most hectic mentally and physically to make sure that the big day event going out smoothly. i just pray for a smooth majlis. i just hope everyone will be happy for us and focusing on the main cause of the big day - tying a knot- maybe the next time i blog i'm not a miss jane anymore. am i prepared?

Thursday, May 28, 2009

summons...

sigh.. i've always been very careful when it comes to parking my lil comot. i'm always the one who cannot stand drivers with bad on-road habit. i can never ever admit that it was my fault. i was in KK last 2 weeks with my mom and we went to shopping at Segama for some bridal stuff. I saw an empty parking spot in thr middle of a parking-hunting-battle. i checked for a NO PARKING sign and none is around. So, noticing there was a fading yellowish line, i was convinced that that was a legal parking spot. after spending about 2 hours in the bridal shop, we walked towards the car and we were welcomed by a waving summon ticket slipped under the wiper. urghhh... luckily i was so tried that i couldnt even think about saying something. i just folded the ticket into two and put it in the dashboard and drove home. i forgot about the ticket. until last week, a notice was posted to me here in kudat and i started to panic. they didnt state the amount. what if the very accidental mistake cost me the maximum compound of 300? i was about to write a letter to the IPD that issued the ticket when an idea came to me to checked the summon online. luckily the compound was only rm30 and i just pay the amount. there. finished. urgh. i hate it when i have to deal with remeh temeh stuff like this. sooo irritating. eventhough it's only rm30, but i pay for something not worth it when i could havee get 3 tickets for movie :( grrrrr....

Monday, May 25, 2009

wedding preps update II

even though i always say that i dont want to think about the preps .. malas nak pikir and all.. but obviously my dreams didnt confirm that. past this week, all i colud dream about was anything related to the wedding. sigh. i dont even know what i've been stressed about. or am i in denial that i AM worrying about EVRYTHING. but my repression self-defence mechanism fails to ignore whatever i've been trying to avoid. i dont know about other brides-to-be. do they stressed out as much as i am? or am i just too loud about it? well.. accepting that this is how plain-jane is 'piloted', i feel like.. its ok to do this. whatever la. i hope tomorrow is the BIG day so that i dont have to go through another stressful days. btw, what is that i'm so stress about???

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

weddig preps update

frankly speaking, i dont know if everything i ready but all i know i did wht i could up to this very moment. and the invitation cards? fuh.. thank god they are ready. i still cant concentrate on the preps. school's haunting me. even though i have nothing much to do since this is exam week but still i cant shift my attention to the preps. but tomorro i'll try to make a final to-do list. owh.. i can feel my heart is beating faster.......

Monday, May 18, 2009

happy teachers' day

been quite busy lately.. last 2 weeks i went to another round of meeting and briefing about the PPSMI and the day after went to the police cadet camping at kota belud. it was sooooooo bl***y hot and humid. i have no idea why campings nowadays are held in the less forestry area? where's the fun? as a reward.. i got the 'unwanted' tan skin. urgh.. just thank god that my sun burnt allergy that i used to have during my uni years didnt come out. Or else i'll be treating myself with days of MCs. this is just a simple update.. school is starting the mud year exam. which means more on marking exams papers.. fuh.. on the other note.. i'm not sure about the wedding preps. the cards havent been distibuted YET. end of this week perhaps. the wedding will be in less then 3 weeks! and yes... i feel the tense. sometimes i just activate my ignorance mode. *sigh*