Tuesday, April 21, 2009

entri penat-penat yang malu-malu

buat sekian kalinya aku nak jugak menhebahkan kepada dunia bahawa aku penat lagi hari ini... dan sebagai bonus.. aku telah memenagi satu insiden memalukan pagi ini.. tsk.. tsk.. T__T semalam kan aku penat.. dijadikan cerita, semalam ketua bidang sains & matematik mtk aku gantikan die pegi taklimat pemantauan PPSMI di Pejabat Pelajaran Daerah pukul 8.30 pada esok hari (hari ini le tuh).. dengan senang hati aku akur sebab aku suke pegi taklimat2 nih.. shhhh.. jgn heboh2.. malu kat cekgu2 laen.. aku suke bukan ape.. aku suke nak belajar bende2 baru.. so aku pun semangat.. sebab terlebih semangat, aku x bace pun surat tu betul2.. aku hanya pastikan tarikh, masa, tempat dan ape2 yang perlu dibawa. ye la kan.. semalam kan bz.. so kirenye bace dengan cepat2... pagi2 lagi ake da siap2 kan kelengkapan.. diorg suh bawak laptop aje pun.. so lepas antar mak dn adik aku pg tuh aku trus ke sekolah.. aku guru bertugas minggu ni so kene bunyikan loceng pagi and roll call pagi. tp oleh sebab P.A system down, xjd la sesi nyanyi2 lagu negaraku dan sebagainya.. ok.. xpe.. aku pasrah.. tgk jam... awal lagik.. br kol 650.. utk makluman, sesi persekolahan start kol 6.40 yee.. so.. aku pun cek2 ape2 kerje yg aku bleh setelkan.. so aku setelkan surat2 amaran pelajar.. yess.. aku guru kelas.. mane2 pelajar yg kehadiran tak memuaskan hati2 kami.. aku bg je surat amaran.. ade 5 orang yang dapat surat 'chenta' dari aku. oh lupe. sblm tu aku maklumkan kepada guru yang menguruskan guru ganti tentang ketiadaanku di sekolah yang dijangka sehingga tengahari ni.. so, xde la budak2 kelas aku wat parti dalam kelas.. lepas siap2.. rupenye da kol 7.30.. so aku pun pk aku kene breakfast walaupun x lapar.. takut lapar mase taklimat fikirku.. so aku pun ke kantin.. smpi kat kantin.. pengetua pun ade jugak.. so sambil2 makan karipaap 2 bijik.. and borak lebih kurang aku pun tgk jam da 8 lebih so aku pun mtk excuse and trus g bilik guru nak amek laptop. smpi bilik guru cikgu naron plak (ketua bidang bahasa) dtg tanye sesuatu yan aku dah tak ingat ape die.. selesai... jam da kol 8.15.. aku pun g pej nak tulis name di buku pergerakan staf.. ye la.. mane leh cabut gitu je walaupun ade surat.. sambil2 tulis bertegur sapa dan beramah mesra denga staf kat pejabat tuh.. aku lenggang2 time tu da kol 823. so.. off i went to the PPD. smpi je kat PPD aku tgk da ramai da yg smpi.. mcm penuh la pulak.. mase aku masuk pintu tu ade la sorg guru yg aku kenal dn mengenali aku.. die pun tegur lebih kurang begini.. 'oo.. lantikan baru sudah aaa..' (o.. baru di lantik yee..) aku senyum2.. blur jugak x faham ape yg dimaksudkan. aku pun nmpk cg anuar.. die dulu ketua bidang saing & math kat skolah aku tp da pindah ke PPD so aku pun g dok dkt2 area die iaitu tpt paaaaling depan. die pun mcm terkejut nmpk aku seraya berkata.. Cg. Anuar : "oh.. jadi grur data sudah?" (oh.. da jadik guru data?) plain_me : eh.. ndak la.. wakil cikgu siaw.. ketua bidang.. ( eh.. taklah.. wakil.....bla bla) Cg. Anuar : eh.. sepatutnya guru data yag datang.. plain_me : Ha? ya ka? Cg. Anuar. ya. xperasan kali yang U.P tu.. (mungkin u x perasan untuk perhatian tu) plain_me: alamak.... sy x baca pun.............. di depan tu rupenye ade cikgu kumar yang mmg suka menyakat.. adusss aku malu..... sebab aku sgt semangat buakak laptop aku yang xde fail EMIS pun..... uwaaaaa..... p/s: aku pun kol cikgu data tu utk dtg segera. utk cover malu.. aku dok dgr taklimat tu smpi abis.. :'(( maluuuuu T___T p/s2 : kenapa aku penat hari ini? sebab tghr ade meeting smpi kol 230 pastu iring kadet polis g IPD utk latihan kawad then g amek amk and adik then kol 700 g men badminton smpi kol 10mlm. i'm tired but im HAPPY. tu yg penting! lalalalalala~~~ p/s3: taklimat tu abis kol 930. so lepas jamuan (aku pun ikut tau) aku trus balik skolah dan masuk kelas mengajar seperti biasa seperti taida yg berlaku T__T

Monday, April 20, 2009

penatnyeeee... minggu lepas skolah aku buat perkhemahan kem kepimpinan.. so aku jadik ajk malam kebudayaan merangkap bendahari program. tp aku xde wat pun keje2 bendahari.. hehehe.. mungkin diorg saje letak name aku spy nampak meriah carta organisasi tu.. hehehe.. bajet meriah je.. aku wat keje2 ajk kebudayaan je. so aku ngn 2 cekgu lagi ni ditugaskan sbg ajk kebudayaan yang kejenye carik tema, buat rules and regulation pastu sediakan borang markah and lantik hakim. senang je.. small the pieces kate apek. lagi senang sbb bkn aku ketua. hehehe.. tapi tetibe malam ahad tu kene plak stay back.. kire sentri malam la ni. mule2 aku inga nak ngelat dan melarikan diri.. atas alasan name xde dlm ajk keselmatan.. hihihi.. sekali bile da stat bukak cerita dgn cikgu fabian, diana, zamri n mimie.. macam macam topik kuar.. mule2 layan lagu dulu.. pastu masuk topik2 sekolah.. cinta2 yang gagal, pengalaman2 kelakar, pengalaman seram, masalah sosial setempat, masalah pemimpin tempatan, politik sket2, isu PPSMI, isu rasuah politik, isu tanah2 di sabah yang dijual kepade micheal shumacher dan jackie chan, mengesan buruj2, membandingkan cahaya lampu satelite dengan bintang kejora dan macam2 made.... tup..tup.. da azan subuh... hahahaha.. it was so fun indeed.. lepas kejut peljar2, kitorng sume balik.. aku pon tdo la smpi kol 8.. kol 9 paginye aku drv ke kampung.. perjalanan yg memakan masa 2 jam tuh agak mencabar.. sampai kat kampung aku smbg tdo.. keh keh keh.. kol 3 bgn.. then siap2 kol 4 drv balik lagi ke kudat.. adussss... sgt la letih.. penangannya smpi hari ini.. hr ni aku ade kelas tambahan n latihan koir budak.. so aku stay kat skolah smpi 5.50 ptg. penatnye tuhan je yang tau.. kalau budak sorang je xpe.. 30 budak.. kene lagi hari ni wat experiment.. mcm marathon yang laju memotong 30 orang peserta pecut.. huhu.. smpi je kat umah aku trus mandi2.. lepas je maghrib, trus zzz... (maghrib kat sabah awal ye..) sedar2 bgn kol 930.. so gagahkan diri merapu lebih kurang.. dan skg rase ngntuk balik.. sekian entri ini.

Friday, April 03, 2009

my love for physics

this past two weeks was really tiring.. but i like it. i like being busy with moderate pressure. being under positive pressure increase my productivity.. :) teaching physics is not easy - i have to admit. not only in term of the content and to promote the understanding to the students but mentally of course. i met many people who asked me my job and subject that i teach in school (mostly teachers) and noooone of the like physics during their secondary years T___T The reason? Physics is so hard to learn. ok. i dont deny it. in fact until now, i'm still learning. I took physics as my major subject was not purely because i was so clever and genius or whatever but i teach physics because i loooove the subject. back during my secondary school (yes.. the gooooooood old days again! ;p) WE (friends and i of course) thought that physics is so hard to learn. so hard that i had to fall asleep during the class.. tsk tsk T_T seriously. i dont know why. i couldnt stay awake for the whole period! it wasnt intentional. luckily for me, mr feen (my most fav teacher) didnt scold me. he will just knock the table with the meter rule to wake me up.. hehe.. but one thing i'm proud of myself is even though physics is so hard to learn, i cant deny i'm so amazed by it. and back in those years.. we always discussed why was that physics is sooo hard to learn. and one of us (i couldnt remember who) was telling us that it was so simple. it is because physics teachers are NATURALLY bad in teaching. and that is because physicists are genius and nerd people that usually bad in expressing something let alone teaching.. we were like ooooooohh and aaah.. T__T no wonder.. then we felt sympathy for mr feen. we understood that that wasnt his fault.. it was NATURAL FOR PHYSICS TEACHER TO BE UNABLE TO EXPRESS WHAT HE WANTED US TO LEARN T__T so cute. we forgave our beloved physics teacher and even made excuse for him! arent we cute?? hihihi.. physics is so beautiful. she is like a dear friend that open your eyes about the universe. she answers the wonder of the world. she answers questions that you never ask. most important.. she proves how MIGHTY our CREATOR is. we never realize how close physics to our life. every step that we take.. there is physics in that. we are huaman with mass. and every moving object possesses momentum. momentum is denoted by p. so,
p=mv
where m is our mass and v is the velocity. doesnt matter how slow we move... we still have the momentum. and when we are sitting oe not moving... we still have forces acting on us.. our wieght and the normal force that cancel out each other that resulting a nett force of zer0. see.. we are so close to physics.. it doesnt matter if we think physics is hard to learn. because thats true. but dont deny that physics is soo interesting and believe me.. i'm still amazed by physics until now. i will never give up on you ..

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

entri penat-penat yang malu-malu

buat sekian kalinya aku nak jugak menhebahkan kepada dunia bahawa aku penat lagi hari ini... dan sebagai bonus.. aku telah memenagi satu insiden memalukan pagi ini.. tsk.. tsk.. T__T semalam kan aku penat.. dijadikan cerita, semalam ketua bidang sains & matematik mtk aku gantikan die pegi taklimat pemantauan PPSMI di Pejabat Pelajaran Daerah pukul 8.30 pada esok hari (hari ini le tuh).. dengan senang hati aku akur sebab aku suke pegi taklimat2 nih.. shhhh.. jgn heboh2.. malu kat cekgu2 laen.. aku suke bukan ape.. aku suke nak belajar bende2 baru.. so aku pun semangat.. sebab terlebih semangat, aku x bace pun surat tu betul2.. aku hanya pastikan tarikh, masa, tempat dan ape2 yang perlu dibawa. ye la kan.. semalam kan bz.. so kirenye bace dengan cepat2... pagi2 lagi ake da siap2 kan kelengkapan.. diorg suh bawak laptop aje pun.. so lepas antar mak dn adik aku pg tuh aku trus ke sekolah.. aku guru bertugas minggu ni so kene bunyikan loceng pagi and roll call pagi. tp oleh sebab P.A system down, xjd la sesi nyanyi2 lagu negaraku dan sebagainya.. ok.. xpe.. aku pasrah.. tgk jam... awal lagik.. br kol 650.. utk makluman, sesi persekolahan start kol 6.40 yee.. so.. aku pun cek2 ape2 kerje yg aku bleh setelkan.. so aku setelkan surat2 amaran pelajar.. yess.. aku guru kelas.. mane2 pelajar yg kehadiran tak memuaskan hati2 kami.. aku bg je surat amaran.. ade 5 orang yang dapat surat 'chenta' dari aku. oh lupe. sblm tu aku maklumkan kepada guru yang menguruskan guru ganti tentang ketiadaanku di sekolah yang dijangka sehingga tengahari ni.. so, xde la budak2 kelas aku wat parti dalam kelas.. lepas siap2.. rupenye da kol 7.30.. so aku pun pk aku kene breakfast walaupun x lapar.. takut lapar mase taklimat fikirku.. so aku pun ke kantin.. smpi kat kantin.. pengetua pun ade jugak.. so sambil2 makan karipaap 2 bijik.. and borak lebih kurang aku pun tgk jam da 8 lebih so aku pun mtk excuse and trus g bilik guru nak amek laptop. smpi bilik guru cikgu naron plak (ketua bidang bahasa) dtg tanye sesuatu yan aku dah tak ingat ape die.. selesai... jam da kol 8.15.. aku pun g pej nak tulis name di buku pergerakan staf.. ye la.. mane leh cabut gitu je walaupun ade surat.. sambil2 tulis bertegur sapa dan beramah mesra denga staf kat pejabat tuh.. aku lenggang2 time tu da kol 823. so.. off i went to the PPD. smpi je kat PPD aku tgk da ramai da yg smpi.. mcm penuh la pulak.. mase aku masuk pintu tu ade la sorg guru yg aku kenal dn mengenali aku.. die pun tegur lebih kurang begini.. 'oo.. lantikan baru sudah aaa..' (o.. baru di lantik yee..) aku senyum2.. blur jugak x faham ape yg dimaksudkan. aku pun nmpk cg anuar.. die dulu ketua bidang saing & math kat skolah aku tp da pindah ke PPD so aku pun g dok dkt2 area die iaitu tpt paaaaling depan. die pun mcm terkejut nmpk aku seraya berkata.. Cg. Anuar : "oh.. jadi grur data sudah?" (oh.. da jadik guru data?) plain_me : eh.. ndak la.. wakil cikgu siaw.. ketua bidang.. ( eh.. taklah.. wakil.....bla bla) Cg. Anuar : eh.. sepatutnya guru data yag datang.. plain_me : Ha? ya ka? Cg. Anuar. ya. xperasan kali yang U.P tu.. (mungkin u x perasan untuk perhatian tu) plain_me: alamak.... sy x baca pun.............. di depan tu rupenye ade cikgu kumar yang mmg suka menyakat.. adusss aku malu..... sebab aku sgt semangat buakak laptop aku yang xde fail EMIS pun..... uwaaaaa..... p/s: aku pun kol cikgu data tu utk dtg segera. utk cover malu.. aku dok dgr taklimat tu smpi abis.. :'(( maluuuuu T___T p/s2 : kenapa aku penat hari ini? sebab tghr ade meeting smpi kol 230 pastu iring kadet polis g IPD utk latihan kawad then g amek amk and adik then kol 700 g men badminton smpi kol 10mlm. i'm tired but im HAPPY. tu yg penting! lalalalalala~~~ p/s3: taklimat tu abis kol 930. so lepas jamuan (aku pun ikut tau) aku trus balik skolah dan masuk kelas mengajar seperti biasa seperti taida yg berlaku T__T

Monday, April 20, 2009

penatnyeeee... minggu lepas skolah aku buat perkhemahan kem kepimpinan.. so aku jadik ajk malam kebudayaan merangkap bendahari program. tp aku xde wat pun keje2 bendahari.. hehehe.. mungkin diorg saje letak name aku spy nampak meriah carta organisasi tu.. hehehe.. bajet meriah je.. aku wat keje2 ajk kebudayaan je. so aku ngn 2 cekgu lagi ni ditugaskan sbg ajk kebudayaan yang kejenye carik tema, buat rules and regulation pastu sediakan borang markah and lantik hakim. senang je.. small the pieces kate apek. lagi senang sbb bkn aku ketua. hehehe.. tapi tetibe malam ahad tu kene plak stay back.. kire sentri malam la ni. mule2 aku inga nak ngelat dan melarikan diri.. atas alasan name xde dlm ajk keselmatan.. hihihi.. sekali bile da stat bukak cerita dgn cikgu fabian, diana, zamri n mimie.. macam macam topik kuar.. mule2 layan lagu dulu.. pastu masuk topik2 sekolah.. cinta2 yang gagal, pengalaman2 kelakar, pengalaman seram, masalah sosial setempat, masalah pemimpin tempatan, politik sket2, isu PPSMI, isu rasuah politik, isu tanah2 di sabah yang dijual kepade micheal shumacher dan jackie chan, mengesan buruj2, membandingkan cahaya lampu satelite dengan bintang kejora dan macam2 made.... tup..tup.. da azan subuh... hahahaha.. it was so fun indeed.. lepas kejut peljar2, kitorng sume balik.. aku pon tdo la smpi kol 8.. kol 9 paginye aku drv ke kampung.. perjalanan yg memakan masa 2 jam tuh agak mencabar.. sampai kat kampung aku smbg tdo.. keh keh keh.. kol 3 bgn.. then siap2 kol 4 drv balik lagi ke kudat.. adussss... sgt la letih.. penangannya smpi hari ini.. hr ni aku ade kelas tambahan n latihan koir budak.. so aku stay kat skolah smpi 5.50 ptg. penatnye tuhan je yang tau.. kalau budak sorang je xpe.. 30 budak.. kene lagi hari ni wat experiment.. mcm marathon yang laju memotong 30 orang peserta pecut.. huhu.. smpi je kat umah aku trus mandi2.. lepas je maghrib, trus zzz... (maghrib kat sabah awal ye..) sedar2 bgn kol 930.. so gagahkan diri merapu lebih kurang.. dan skg rase ngntuk balik.. sekian entri ini.

Friday, April 03, 2009

my love for physics

this past two weeks was really tiring.. but i like it. i like being busy with moderate pressure. being under positive pressure increase my productivity.. :) teaching physics is not easy - i have to admit. not only in term of the content and to promote the understanding to the students but mentally of course. i met many people who asked me my job and subject that i teach in school (mostly teachers) and noooone of the like physics during their secondary years T___T The reason? Physics is so hard to learn. ok. i dont deny it. in fact until now, i'm still learning. I took physics as my major subject was not purely because i was so clever and genius or whatever but i teach physics because i loooove the subject. back during my secondary school (yes.. the gooooooood old days again! ;p) WE (friends and i of course) thought that physics is so hard to learn. so hard that i had to fall asleep during the class.. tsk tsk T_T seriously. i dont know why. i couldnt stay awake for the whole period! it wasnt intentional. luckily for me, mr feen (my most fav teacher) didnt scold me. he will just knock the table with the meter rule to wake me up.. hehe.. but one thing i'm proud of myself is even though physics is so hard to learn, i cant deny i'm so amazed by it. and back in those years.. we always discussed why was that physics is sooo hard to learn. and one of us (i couldnt remember who) was telling us that it was so simple. it is because physics teachers are NATURALLY bad in teaching. and that is because physicists are genius and nerd people that usually bad in expressing something let alone teaching.. we were like ooooooohh and aaah.. T__T no wonder.. then we felt sympathy for mr feen. we understood that that wasnt his fault.. it was NATURAL FOR PHYSICS TEACHER TO BE UNABLE TO EXPRESS WHAT HE WANTED US TO LEARN T__T so cute. we forgave our beloved physics teacher and even made excuse for him! arent we cute?? hihihi.. physics is so beautiful. she is like a dear friend that open your eyes about the universe. she answers the wonder of the world. she answers questions that you never ask. most important.. she proves how MIGHTY our CREATOR is. we never realize how close physics to our life. every step that we take.. there is physics in that. we are huaman with mass. and every moving object possesses momentum. momentum is denoted by p. so,
p=mv
where m is our mass and v is the velocity. doesnt matter how slow we move... we still have the momentum. and when we are sitting oe not moving... we still have forces acting on us.. our wieght and the normal force that cancel out each other that resulting a nett force of zer0. see.. we are so close to physics.. it doesnt matter if we think physics is hard to learn. because thats true. but dont deny that physics is soo interesting and believe me.. i'm still amazed by physics until now. i will never give up on you ..