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it's always about me.. i always think that being 'me' is always the hardest part.. i don't know why is it so hard to please everybody and myself.. i was hurt before and now i hurt people around me.. and then i hurt myself.. things keep going round and round in circle.. going nowhere.. at least that is what i think.. i am an angry person.. i'm mad with situation around me.. i'm mad with people around me.. i'm mad with myself for being grumpy almost all the time.. i blame it on others for making me mad.. and feel sorry for those who i've taken out my anger on them.. and those people will mad at me.. and i'm sad cause they don't know that i'm not mad at them.. i'm sad cause i thought they understand me.. and i'm sad cause i know nobody deserves to be treated that way... i want them to know that i need help.. even when i didn't say a word.. just to stop this madness.. and what should i do now.. i'm the hurt person.. that hurt myself.. and people around me.. ....